Every Day

Every day is the same. Right down to in the morning it is sunny and then turns to rain. Wake up, feeling blue. Just like the sky but I am in mourning and there's nothing I feel Like I can do Cause I'm lost in my own sea of self-doubt, I am too far gone. Feels like there's no way I am finding my way out, I am so withdrawn Nobody cares to find me. Nobody's bringing me back Since you've gone, I am free of feeling fine And now, I'll never be a patron, of anyone's desire Hello? Who am I? I'm a failure of my own design Throw me in the fire and I won't do a thing but thank you Every day is a pain. I wake up and I realize that nothing will be the same As it was before. I check my phone and there is nothing and I think that everything I've Known is burnt Post-verse: Cause there's no one but myself that I can talk to, do I sound deranged? In the year the people I loved have found, that I'm far too strange Nobody cares to hear now. Nobody's coming around. Since you've gone, I am free of feeling fine And now, I'll never be a patron, of anyone's desire Hello? Who am I? I'm a failure of my own design Throw me in the fire and I won't do a thing but thank you