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What could I have done for you, to have you keep, me by your side Now that the world is wrong, all the time, and you, feel it too And when you talked, about the life you saw, you know, nowhere was I What does this leave for me? Alone in my room but for you, nothing's changed With the more I run, the more I'm encaved, you were everything in full display I will not say a thing, not today, Ma, leave me here with what's left of my dignity Why, did you have to, leave in the night, after all that time? Because of the good you'd seen in me, you wished I'd be so much more Never before, have I heard those words, but now I feel it inside Am I the one who pushed, it over the edge, or is there something you wanna say to me? Why, did you have to, leave in the night, after all that time? Because of the good you'd seen in me, you wished I'd be so much more Goodbye, why don't you seem to care? Goodbye, should I really not care? Goodbye, why am I so scared? Goodbye, I'll really never not care Because of the way you looked at me, I wish I was so much more Because of the way I'm being me, I wish I was so much more