Monster In Me

What kind of life do you suppose This is a joke upon my consciousness Lies dripping like dark memories Where doors don't close Blood on my heart Dirt on my hands It's so relentless Let's all pretend But the truth won't mend Ah It's the monster in me duh The shadows that haunt my soul oh yeah Screaming voices that I can't subdue Tearing me apart out of control oh yeah This is the monster within Can't escape can't withdraw Crazy in love That's how I learn This is a tear searing through my soul That leaves a naked thought Waiting for the light to burn