By My Side

Listening to sad songs is not enough I guess I gotta write some music to get this weight off my chest I thought you were the problem but I was wrong I need you right here right now like that one song Yeah you loved me yeah and I fucked that up All this guilt is heavy to bring anywhere So I stay in my room in the dark and look at pictures of us When we were happy So lucky to have you too dumb to realize I wish I still had you and I don't so I cry Tears falling from my eyes Wishing I was looking at the pink skies And you were by my side So lucky to have you too dumb to realize I wish I still had you and I don't so I cry Tears falling from my eyes Wishing I was looking at the pink skies And you were by my side Missing you is not enough I guess I gotta see a picture of you every day I hope you understand It was me I was the problem I was so immature I couldn't face the issues and I ran away from you How stupid of me to think that I was better off alone Now I know I was wrong I was so lucky to have you and too dumb to realize Now my tears get my pillow soaking wet every night Cus I was So lucky to have you too dumb to realize I wish I still had you and I don't so I cry Tears falling from my eyes Wishing I was looking at the pink skies And you were by my side So lucky to have you too dumb to realize I wish I still had you and I don't so I cry Tears falling from my eyes Wishing I was looking at the pink skies And you were by my side By my side