GTPD

God is my last resort and I don't even believe in that Mf Don't write with a pen My writing's worse than a doctors Friends tell me not to quit but I was close i'll admit School didn't teach me self esteem legit It's been 4 years since graduation I still haven't had to solve a math equation But I love numbers I love watching them go up when it comes to my business love watching her go down when it comes to my needs yeah Haters say I'll never catch that limelight But you'll see me where I wanna be just give me time ight No pinky ring I don't like 'em that much For now I'm grateful I survived another year While it sucked Yeah Intrusive thoughts was just, me asking for help, but I'm good now Quit my job cus I'm selfish Problems come up I'm not present Unless I love your attention Call me a simp I don't care Don't want distractions so I stay disconnected from This damn world Sit here and write these damn songs About whatever I'm feeling Don't even know if I'm healing or if I'm helping anybody besides me Making my ego bigger and bigger and bigger and bigger Because to me making music is my biggest achievement Life is hitting like a kick in the stomach tho Played games with plenty hearts then they got what they wanted oh Heart broken so I'm done there's no other reason Good taste, poor decisions uh Wtf