Monster

It still hurts But I don't miss you I don't ever wanna take you back I cant love The way I used to Because you got me fucked up You Make me to be the monster that I never was Killed my confidence and you got applause Got me questioning if I was enough But you just wasted my time Cus It still hurts But I don't miss you I don't ever wanna see you again All those words Now I see thru You're never gonna get me back Getting over you is harder than I ever thought Sisyphus I find myself pushing up a rock Get to the top start right back at the bottom My life right now kind of a mess I need a moment and You were the one that was craving control Our relationship a constant downfall Paint me like a monster and its my fault And its my fault And I said I'm over this I'm over that what's next Back to you cus I don't know what's best For me anyway And all those memories They like a virus in my head no no Cus It still hurts But I don't miss you I don't ever wanna see you again All those words Now I see thru You're never gonna get me back Cus It still hurts But I don't miss you I don't ever wanna see you again All those words Now I see thru