Years of Spleen

I am fucking done with this Not long until I fucking cut my wrist All is fucked I cannot live like this I don't think there will be a single thing I would miss Been too many years where I've been feeling like shit Been thinking way to long feel like my brain gon' split Solitary is the only thing that I need You can shut the f*ck up before your eyes fucking bleed Strive for a better life but I keep fucking up I'm doing my best but it's never enough Self hatred is not something that I want to discuss Everything has gone to hell but I'm not giving up I don't want to live like this Keep fucking up I feel like shit Anxiety has hurt enough But I'm not fucking giving up The answer is right in front of me but I can't reach it I am lost within no other feeling but pain I'm sinking someone pull me out of the rain I am fucking done with this Not long until I fucking cut my wrist All is fucked I cannot live like this I don't think there will be a single thing I would miss Been too many years where I've been feeling like shit Been thinking way to long feel like my brain gon' split Solitary is the only thing that I need You can shut the f*ck up before your eyes fucking bleed Strive for a better life but I keep fucking up I'm doing my best but it's never enough Self hatred is not something that I want to discuss Everything has gone to hell but I'm not giving up