n0t 2day (feat. Curly)

No I don't wanna see it But sometimes I wanna see it Cuz i'm still getting over all this So i'm gonna leave it to breathe and Hold in most all of my feelings I know its the stubbornness And you're gonna find That you've been wasting your time To grow up and truly just change So no I don't wanna see it But sometimes I wanna see it But definitely not today Not today So pick the bed side And pick the shows And pick the way you rearrange all our clothes The choice was yours yea Was never mine Quit blaming others for the way you live your life huh So you can just sleep in Till four thirty p.m. Get high as a mountain Stay door dash eating I bought you the whole world Stuff that you'd enjoy All i was left with was a walmart toy No I don't wanna see it But sometimes I wanna see it Cuz i'm still getting over all this So i'm gonna leave it to breathe and Hold in most all of my feelings I know its the stubbornness And you're gonna find That you've been wasting your time To grow up and truly just change So no I don't wanna see it But sometimes I wanna see it But definitely not today Not today You're the one regret I have in my life Thinking back to those tired nights When i let you push aside my stride For your manipulative lies Having flashbacks to being out on tour Texting me goodnight while your at his door Never trust anyone like that no more Battle scars from the breakup war Caving into all the stress in my head Swimming in the sweat puddles in my bed Friends saying congrats on the success Not knowing what it cost Pick me up i'm lost Nice to know that your a constant liar Stuck on all your exes and your Failed desires Nice to know that you can't keep a promise T y for that record helped heal My subconscious