Yin and Yang

I could just stay here green and memorize the patterns on the walls We all got vices that we sometimes cant handle so we fall I don't need medication less its self made or self bought Anger depression and life lessons are buried in my thoughts And I don't need a drink I just need a friend And I don't wanna breathe so let us just pretend That I am fine for now and you are fine with that But their will be a day that i'm not coming back Move all the pictures till they line up with the magnets on my fridge Pass out then wake up just to pass out on the floor board again I fantasize about my death and who will be there at my grave I like the feeling of drowning its one of my favorite pains And I don't need a drink I just need a friend And I don't wanna breathe so let us just pretend That I am fine for now and you are fine with that But their will be a day that i'm not coming back And I don't need a drink and I don't need a drink I just need a friend I just need a friend And I don't need a drink and I don't need a drink I just need a friend I just need a friend