I'm Sorry

Aye you probly thought I was kidding… Just in case anything happens I wanna, you know Send this message off to you Hope you like it And if you don’t I mean You know… I mean I already made it, so you know… whatever HAH HAHA Don’t cry I remember back when we were little kids Everybody saw you as a innocent But I saw you for what it really was Well… maybe a little bit, ugh Now I ain’t saying that your smile wasn’t genuine Or that you were overly sensitive... But there was darkness, that I felt held within But I couldn’t completely tell it man For a time I didn’t talk to you much Cause high school maybe, all was too much Remember Ms. Brown, In computer class In 6th period, when she called you a slut That wasn’t exactly, the slur she used But she was older, than 32 And hearing a grown lady, saying those words to you… Honestly hurt me too Truly a coward of her Making me recognize power of words An adult, pointing, out what that hurt Beyond just a pronoun or a verb ’11 to 2013, didn’t get the situation Trauma that you were facing But now it makes sense… Crying till 17, never feeling validation Never been drinking like man Probly why, I remember, things in the past Like when you read your, poetry to my damn Having to forgive him for, being a man And there’s way more things in your poem… That I don’t wanna, sing in this song Cause even though it adds, to the picture I’ve drawn… Don’t wanna negatively, trigger response And honestly… You’re probably, more strong than me Cause you wear your heart, upon your sleeve And I deflect my emotion, with comedy… And insensitive words… Like a degenerate jerk… Hate that I’m empathetic for sure… Don’t like that I feel everything, cause everything hurts My emotion came up out this Though you thought I was playing bout this I hope you’re still healing, from your break up now miss From the last man that had, what? 80 hour shifts? You said the timing, has made it all hurt But real men, make it work This song does not need, a chorus at all I’m happy that you have got, closer to God Hearing that we might just, have a recession I’m hoping your family ain’t stressing… I just finished crying now, with what I write down Don’t know if you’re still down, when this dies down To collaborate on poetry But if you’re no longer with it, I am not tripping Just wanted you to hear these, words from me God still loves you in this time of uncertainty HaHa... HaHa, Haha... Haha I’m sorry if what I said really Got in the way of your mood… It wasn’t my intent to Girl I’m sorry I’m sorry if what I said really Got in the way of your mood… It wasn’t my intent to Girl I’m sorry "Yeah like, Fernando’s cool and all, but like… He’s just not funny Like, I can’t believe you’re okay with…" Hehaheahah I’m just messing with you man… God Bless Aye most of the time I talk to you I’m kinda just you know… trolling so... During these times where I’m making these dedications to You know, my homies and all that I thought I’d, you know… Be nice for once, you know And uh, I would keep going on this tangent But I know I’m gonna say some stuff That you’re not gonna like So I’mma just end it off like this Hahaha, Much love Hope you like it lemme know what you think