Distant Memory

It's been weighing heavy on my mind lately What's gonna happen when I turn the page Am I gonna move on and get older Or will I slow down and get colder I don't know, I just don't like change And I've got so much to say Still looking for a way out I hope that one day I'll look back on this And think that I was just a stupid kid But right now, I feel so stuck I'm not ready to grow up Can I make this all just seem Like a distant memory It's been weighing heavy on my mind lately What's it gonna be like when I leave this place Cause time keeps moving way too fast And there's not enough sand in the hourglass for me But I don't wanna leave I've got so much to say Still looking for a way out I hope that one day I'll look back on this And think that I was just a stupid kid But right now, I feel so stuck I'm not ready to grow up Can I make this all just seem Like a distant memory I hope that one day I'll look back on this And think that I was just a stupid kid But right now, I feel so fucked I'm not ready to become the person I should be Can I make this all just seem Like a distant memory