Disgrace of This New World

Sifting through ashes for feelings I'd left behind Purposes eluding me Feeling alone talk a walk by the old house where Where I first learned what haunting is Each day I come closer to remembering Pain before this brought out; I'm remembering Those who doubt will soon find they've been taken in All who enter here forever taken in Tapping on doors, feeling aimless and empty, There's no way out Ever since leaving there never felt whole again Why can't I be rid of this? When your past came calling you were listening Nothing new to tell but you're still listening We don't mind If your faith is lacking We will guide your mind To her sacred truth Taking down notices, painted and posted Stay out Staring up into the emptiness over me Wond'ring how I made it here Foundations are rotted out and crumbling All we've built is rotting out and crumbling No use crying out, endure this suffering Even now no drowning out this suffering We don't mind If your faith is lacking We will guide your mind To her sacred truth Everyone told me you'd never believe me So why am I still telling you Running out won't rid us of these happenings Casting shadows on our doubts; it's happening Praying now can't show me what I could've been Harder now remembering what I have been Never can know who I'd be if not for you I pray you are Never to leave me Never to leave me Never to leave me Never to leave me