Wives

Why you staring at me is it cause you need therapy tryna hold me down way down deep But nigga I don't sleep but in ya mind you know that I'm gon creep it's ok let go It's just a mental leap you'll lie right beside me you can't deny me stop acting slimy You can't defy me crying in your nightie I'm the almighty why you wanna hide me Like I'm Casper find me everyday I'm grimie been broke by some tiny ass whining at me Like I'll take a pass f*ck a batch of rotting class garage bag kids with they garbage ass clicks And I'd rather suck cum from a bleeding mans dick then ever deal with you motherfuckers again But I'm not the one to ever pick a fight or even win well this decim at your service I was brought up raised on sin do you ever even trust me man I thought we was friends just let me in the light and let the horror begin Let me in the light let the horror begin Horror begin Why won't you believe in me Help me let go and breath Like why won't you believe in me That's right you all gon see I wake up with an aching body feeling groggy thoughts obstreperous life So bleak and foggy always tired no matter how much I drown myself in coffee I'm a go back to being the old me the one they loved but hated me to be Back to the Op OG before the anxiety misery Before the emotional hurt and the physical pain All the blood we shed never left a stain We were short of earthly gods Now in the shadows draped in this facade And everyday you stare back at me short of reach Before the bleach before the breach And I was there when you need me needed schemes needed dreams When the work was done by any means Why won't you believe in me Help me let go and breath Like why won't you believe in me That's right you all gon see