Counting

I'm countin' all the nights when we won't sleep I'm countin' all the times i felt complete Looking back I knew you're all I need We knew it could be something I'm countin' all the days when I can't eat I'm countin' all the ways that you might leave Looking back I knew we couldn't breathe We knew it'll turn to nothing I'm fallin' I keep on stallin' I'm going nowhere All the times I've been counting Alone in my bed All the things said They lurk in my head All the nights I've been hurtin' I'm countin' all the nights that we won't keep I'm countin' all the times I should delete Looking back I knew that I might grieve We knew that this was coming I'm countin' all the days we disagreed I'm countin' all the ways that you might cheat Looking back I knew we didn't need The things that I'm now counting I'm fallin' I keep on stallin' I'm going nowhere All the times I've been counting Alone in my bed All the things said They lurk in my head All the nights I've been hurtin' I'm countin' all the nights when we won't sleep I'm countin' all the times i felt complete But looking back I knew this wasn't it So now i'll stop the counting