Dear Amelia

I look for you in everything I do My heart's been damaged I'm aware of what I threw These days your working on the things that's overdue And it's all the same for me I wish that I could give you all the space To reach for the stars without needing your embrace All of the things that I have done just to replace you It's not the same to me Usually girl I'm not so pessimistic I know what is worth it for me But you showed me something I can't live without it I'm hopeless romantic for it I'm flying out back to LA Or maybe New York So I can get over the phase Of missing the things that we have planned just to escape A thing called reality I know that I been toxic and complacent I don't wanna blame my past 'cause that should been erased I'm sorry that you had to suffer from my mistakes That shouldn't have been the case I know that it has been a few months But I found myself again Now I know I'm enough To give myself again To open up so I can trust I hope it's the same for us I found a new job and now the music is poppin' I knew it was the best for us I know we can't hide it I guess I'm for the world 'Cause I put smiles on their faces I guess I'm for the world I guess I'm for the world I'm flying out back to LA or maybe New York So I can get over the phase Of missing the things that we have planned just to escape A thing called reality So I'll stop to look for you