Dark Lord

Who's the dark lord Am I gonna tell him something That I'm good all my life but would he tell me why is That my life was so hard Would he come and promise That he'll make everything all right cause amma tell him damn it Since I was young I would never hang To the kids on the street cause I was told they're bad So I just stayed inside And played alone on side Was never allowed to dye My hair tho they were mine I always looked at blue sky Avoided all the bad guys I need to be the good guy Cause I need to live my life straight That's how ill be happy That's what they say So when I grow a little older Life started to get a little colder Its a gamble its a game of poker When you're a kid time flies and now it's a little slower And now you sitting trying to reach your dreams for yah little daughter Cause you never graduated from the war of college But it never meant that you don't have enough knowledge But even tho, whatever you do you still feel damaged Feel electrified, every time, high power voltage Cause who's the dark lord He got some explaining to do Cause I live by the rules but when grow older im full of blues I got a major depressive disorder with anxious distress Do, do I need to feel less Than that I'm full of stress I, I just wanted to rest And wanna be at my best And I wanna finally feel blessed Well it got finally addressed With all the medication and therapy In hoping to finally get cured But now I'm not so sure With all the side effects killing me And affect all my actions It is a life fucking sunction I've been feeling dizzy, like I'm pretty shitty I'm under drugs, I'm not a thug, maybe I want a hug Well I thank God or whoever there is I'm fucking good at making music It makes me feel alive until I die Until I die