My Life

I know that time flowin', I know I'm gettin' older They tryna block a n***a's shine I gotta move that boulder They talkin' bout my rhymes, they say I'm gettin' colder Might be my last ride, hopin' I don't need a chauffeur See, I'm a super villain, I'm not no super gremlin It could be broad day, thinkin' bout how I'm gon' kill em I might be insane, just glad I'm not no regular n***a I might be insane, hoe play, & I'ma bust that n***a You see, I got many problems, but you don't help just to stop em You see, I love on these drugs, and don't say shit when I cop em Want me to capitalize off pain, but you worsen my trauma But I can't give you all the blame, shit really started with momma And I ain't have a father, and I don't think I need him My momma did it by herself, cause she ain't have one either Bein' abandoned, our whole life turned us to people pleasers I might just sacrifice what's right, just so that I can keep you Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm This is my life, my life, my life This is my life, my life, my life Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm This is my life, my life, my life yea this is my life You couldn't step up in my shoes, n***a Yo ass wouldn't have a clue, n***a This shit'll give yo ass the blues, I stayed down and stayed true, n***a Cause I thought I had to prove to n****s In the end, I still lose, n***a But I can't let that affect me, I turn lessons to blessings You always thought you was better, but now I see you was jealous Forever gon' succeed remember, we made that shit all together Now I can't count on you, all I got is benji & cheddar And shout-out to Freeban, that's my right-hand man If I give that boy the drop, you layin' right where you stand Remember, swervin' on the highway like we didn't give a damn Hittin throwaways, they number's gettin' hit with that spam And I got me a pam, but I need me a Gina Bitch, what love got to do? I done listened to Tina Can I put my faith in you? Can you be my believer This is my life, I had to do this shit for my people Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm This is my life, my life, my life This is my life, my life, my life Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm This is my life, my life Yeah, this is my life