Withdrawals

I got my hoodie drawstrings, hanging out one side And I'm a little messed up, but I'll be sleeping good tonight Trying to talk, but I just don't feel alright I didn't want you to leave, but I didn't have the right To hold you Lying in your bed, selling you my soul While he's running through your head, I'm left out in the cold Withdrawals I feel I've lost it all Withdrawals Without you, I feel small I tell you that you're lovely, you just brush me off Puffing out my chest to pretend I'm not so soft Jealousy makes me even sadder, and loving's easy when we think it doesn't matter Thinking back, before it all started I never thought that I would be brokenhearted But then it happened, fires burned to ashes And I was left with only me and some matches Withdrawals My walk's become a crawl Withdrawals No, I'm not fine at all