Vendetta

Let's start at the beginning I'm the girl you already know Just gotta bitta trouble on my mind That I can't control See baby I'm polluted By some self deprecation Thoughts that can take their toll If you allow them to grow Human minds are like parasites Sucking up on your hopes and dreams sucking up on your everything But I will not compromise I will survive And the dark don't just come at night It infiltrates your memories infiltrates your every plea But I will not lose my sight Cause baby I know I'm the light This is My fight my vendetta with the mirror Day to take the glory Day to bring the curtains down Cause it's me Me versus me and I'm winning My war my fate drawing nearer Day that will restore me Day I know I will be found Cause it's me Me versus me and I'm winning I'm winning, I'm winning Winning, winning Let's have a conversation Cause you're looking oh so morose Seem to have a bitta trouble on your eyelids Making you so See baby there ain't no cure I'm not damsel I will not play that role Just cause I'm not quite whole Human life is that itch you scratch Feel it under your fingernails Feel it crawl every time you fail But I'm so much more than that And that is a fact But the dark don't just come at night It infiltrates your memories infiltrates your every plea And I will not lose my sight Cause baby I know I'm the light This is My fight my vendetta with the mirror Day to take the glory Day to bring the curtains down Cause it's me Me versus me and I'm winning My war my fate drawing nearer Day that will restore me Day I know I will be found Cause it's me Me versus me and I'm winning I'm winning, I'm winning Winning, winning Cause it's me At the starting block Whistle breathes smoke as I break through rocks It's me In this fight sifting through all this shite Talking bitch in my head see her wielding her knife Me At the end of the day No one else here has gotta pay For the consequence of the incompetence Of the resident pessimist stuck in my head Me And the woman in the mirror MJ couldn't say it any clearer Me And my own damn self loathing My own foreboding My gun is always loaded at Me I call her by her name To be human and in pain it's all one and the same And I don't know if this shame is one I ever will tame Cause it's me versus me until My dying day This is My fight my vendetta with the mirror Day to take the glory Day to bring the curtains down Cause it's me Me versus me My war my fate drawing nearer Day that will restore me Day I know I will be found Cause it's me Me versus me Am I winning?