Say What You Want To Hear

How does everybody not see the true me? Cause everybody's acting like they truly knew me Like who is that? that boy in the mirror With the ugly face who's screaming the lyrics I'll see a doctor two times a week Talk about my feelings an anxieties Ill split in two, the two sides of me The one you like, the second frightens me He's the one, that goes downstairs An writes the lyrics when I'm too scared To hold a pen to paper Cause you'd say I hate ya Well guess what I hate me too In fact, I've tried to kill him too I've cut my wrists, I've dyed my hair I've had enough, enough to bare Tell me what you wanna hear Tell me what you wanna hear Na na na nah na Na na na nah na Tell me what you wanna hear I've been told that my thoughts might sink Like an image in a lake controlled by the ink Like a fever, wouldn't either I would but I wouldn't but I ain't no cheater, aight Bet here we go again everybody saying this, everybody saying that 'Cause what about this, what about that What about him what about her I don't care it's about me Woah I don't wanna sit and debate this, shame I'm not ok with this fake shit, aye Lotta people saying that I ain't shit, ain't Ever gonna take this, pain no more No pain no gains, where the gains at I can't stand no more, where the veins at I use sharp blades to erase the Ever growing shame I create the same Tell me what you wanna hear Tell me what you wanna hear Na na na nah na Na na na nah na Tell me what you wanna hear