Won't Hurt Myself

Why did I dive in I hit my head On the bottom of the shallow end Gave myself brain freeze When I ate the ice too quick And I didn't see it coming I want a gun under my pillow Watching too much Tarantino And every day's like Halloween But I just wanna leave the party Oh I won't hurt myself the way you want me to And give away my heart just like I always do And now I feel nothing And I'm losing sleep But I'm better off without it I, I won't hurt myself for you It's like I'm playing Scrabble Trying to make a word Using the consonants I put my fingers in the oven To feel something I'm getting nothing Oh I won't hurt myself the way you want me to And give away my heart just like I always do And now I feel nothing And I'm losing sleep But I'm better off without it I, I won't hurt myself for you I'm like the pieces of a jigsaw Taking me hours to Piece it back together I'm Putting the liquor in the cupboard Cos I don't need it I don't need it anymore Oh I I I... ...won't hurt myself the way you want me to And give away my heart just like I always do And now I feel nothing And I'm losing sleep But I'm better off without it I, I won't hurt myself for you