Crimson

I feel like I'm falling into the wrong hands, or I'm just over sleeping And the city is so desperate, it's pulling me down I've seen these streets start sinking It's getting tough to make it clear and show the world who I'm defeating Place two fingers on my neck to make sure that my heart is still beating I've never been straightforward But I think it's clear to see that putting trust into a liar made a liar out of me Tell me someone is listening if not I guess they're missing out It's easier to stay and wait than to make a plan and play it out If falling asleep is comfortable then wake me up I'd like to feel alive I'm counting the minutes as they pass by As if I'm moving forward Surrounded by stories I need to let go or else I'll sit here cornered Have I become that old man in the food court that I'd always see Because all his friends are dead and gone but all my friends are dead to me It's funny how it ends sometimes you look back on a lifelong fight So go and say the words, we'll watch the Anti-Hero die tonight And so I'm trying See that I've been trying hard but growing up and letting go Is possibly the hardest pain a kid like me could ever know If falling asleep is comfortable then wake me up I'd like to feel alive And so I'm finally trying Now don't be sad it's over just you be grateful that it happened That automated answer never worked as recommended And as I hit two decades old I look around and see I'm almost there But no one is there for me And just like any game show but without the promised prizes I'll live my life in segments, just subtracting advertisements And I know now, it's never been about the I in Team But you'll never make it anywhere if no one is ever listening So tell me someone is out there If not I guess I am missing out It's easier to stay and wait and let your plan fill up with doubt If falling asleep is comfortable then falling apart is where I'm at now But I've been trying to make you see And if I'm moving on I won't need you behind me anymore I feel like I've fallen into the wrong hands