Forever ≠ Infinity

Welcome to the universe The future is now, get ready to document everything And I mean everything Never going in reverse Can't make mistakes cuz they'll call you out on anything And I mean anything So grab a seat there, hope you're ready to share I want to know what you're thinking of Sure it's weird we're all here but you should see clear you've gotta try till you've had enough And it's either all planned or it's totally random There is no in between And you could probably sit about and try and figure it out But I'll just nod and say "I know what ya mean" And I spent more time in the Hillside hell than I would've ever imagined But it turns out life is what happens when you're making other plans and I've been Facedown on ground This clouded head of mine just Lays down made sounds to put them out online That's fine, wasting time Producing sounds for only ears of only mine But not this time, I gotta do it the right way I've gotta do it right away Welcome to the second verse A meta song? Oh man, this ones got everything "He'll write down anything" Well, I wouldn't write another word If dreams were real, then someone should be hearing me So are you hearing me? Cuz it's hard to go around with your feet on the ground and then still believe in things That you wanted and worked for, worried and looked towards since you were 13 They tell you "shoot for the stars", but I can't even look up I'm like a dog in Shaun of the Dead And I could probably sit about and try to figure it out But I'll just take another Xanax instead And I spent more time in the Hinsdale hills that I would've ever imagined But it turns out life's what happens when you're making other plans and I've been Facedown on ground This clouded head of mine just Lays down made sounds to put them out online That's fine, wasting time Producing sounds for only ears of only mine But not this time, I gotta do it the right way I've gotta do it right away When you're focused for so long on one thing And over night and out of your control that thing becomes unattainable You lose sight of yourself And when you become afraid of the logistics of starting over And become afraid to feel You start to feel everything I spent a quarter century turning time into just enough to get me by It barely got me by And the sad truth is I have different dreams at 28 than I did at 15 But f*ck it, what's another try? So I'll stay Facedown on ground This clouded head of mine just Lays down made sounds to put them out online That's fine, wasting time Producing sounds for only ears of only mine But not this time, I gotta do it the right way Facedown on ground And waiting for a sign to lay down made sounds And put them out online Last time wasting lines Producing sounds for only ears of only mine? Oh, what a time to be alive! I gotta do it the right way I gotta do it right away