tangled

There you go again with all those lengthy texts You know I hate it when our lines don't connect You say you're fine, but I know you know I know you better than that I'd rather hear you say out loud what you just sent You're having doubts; that's when you push me out But I'll never leave; I know we gon' figure this out A little arguing is nothing to you I'll put on your shoes if you put mine on too, cool? Lately we've been walking on the edge But every fight we pass like a test All our friends are stuck in their small town mindset We want to leave cos our parents never did I apologize for the things I tried to fix I broke you down when you were doing your best Over time, emotions start to mix I guess Love is meant to be a mess This cross-contamination Is what I was afraid of But the way you love is tangled So I guess now our hearts are tangled You say maybe we're better off being apart I almost believe you, and that's what breaks my heart I gave you my soul, and that shit was hard Like watching you cry when I know it's my fault I'm vulnerable; you tear down my walls, and that's why I need you And after it all, I'm staying here and don't plan on leaving And honestly, I can't think of a reason Why I should be anywhere else this evening, you feel me?