Vulture

I hate that you mean nothing now I hate that we talked every day The best hello I ever had The worst goodbye to date I never was the one to be so sentimental, honestly But now time has gone by and I'm wondering why you ever meant a thing to me I'm not saying that I miss you, I never even kissed you I never even got to hold the hand that walked away I'm just saying that I wish that you didn't just insist that I was better then You left me without confidence You're just a vulture The late nights in the basement of my parents house You said you'd miss the taste of cherry alcohol I didn't notice then, but how could you plan to miss something If you weren't planning leaving at all You're just a vulture You only ever want me when I'm broken You're just a vulture You grab a hold and rip me until I'm open And I want you so bad, but I know you're so bad for me A vicious cycle circling around like a disease And just for some closure or clarity Why did you decide to leave and what the f*ck was wrong with me? And I never said I love you so there's no need to right now Then I never really said it so I wouldn't quite know how Then I never had to say it because you weren't around It seems you were always just to busy then You left me without confidence I never saw a reason to look deeper in your eyes But it didn't really matter they were only your disguise And the fact of the matter is I didn't matter And the fact of the matter is I didn't matter