Second Chance

Yeap! Second chance is what I think I need And I'm living life with desires but never greed I been climbing up the wrong tree Now I feel like if I did what everybody did that's the wrong me I quit my job to be more free Now I think about my family and what's it gon be I'm in the studio more I'm having long weeks Plus a got a kid that is growing, that is on me I've never felt lost like I'm feeling now Nothing else to lose not even my feelings now Nobody understands whatever I am dealing now Beautiful past I had to say Bella ciao The best things in life are free Me against myself, I am my enemy Do it till I make it like creating history Go back in time and tell it to old me Opportunity comes and it goes I'm just caught in the moment Show's gotta go on and on I'm not looking for chances I know that I might be in deep And my past got me gone, got me gone I'm not ready for it I ain't ready for my second chance I'm not sure if I deserve it I don't, I don't, I don't I don't know if this my second chance Second chance to make a first impression Second chance cause Im still having plenty questions Second chance cause I just made my first confession Second chance cause finally I learnt my lesson The chances that I need is something that I can't believe The choices that I made was something people disagreed I'm in my 30s doing it, I'm a different breed I never count on the support, that wasn't guaranteed And this is my reality I been astray and I was gone since I'm 17 Making up for lost time with my family My dad doing things for my son he never did for me In all the lives that I observed I never came across one that karma wasn't served Life is not the same I stay closer to the curve I don't know if I can make it till I get what I deserve Opportunity comes and it goes I'm just caught in the moment Show's gotta go on and on I'm not looking for chances I know that I might be in deep And my past got me gone, got me gone I'm not ready for it I ain't ready for my second chance I'm not sure if I deserve it I don't, I don't, I don't I don't know if this my second chance Opportunity comes and it goes I'm just caught in the moment Show's gotta go on and on I'm not looking for chances I know that I might be in deep And my past got me gone, got me gone I'm not ready for it I ain't ready for my second chance I'm not sure if I deserve it I don't, I don't, I don't I don't know if this my second chance