late winter

I don't want it all, babe I need it I don't feel like we can really talk, 'cause we're all half dead Late winter, I don't know anyone anymore Know anyone anymore Know anyone anymore And I'm between who I want to be, and the worst incarnation of me I'm punching myself on the street, you gotta hate yourself just to exist in this scene But that's alright It's just I killed my oldest friends, and now all I got is old advice I don't want it all, babe I need it I don't feel like we can really talk 'cause we're all half dead Late winter, I don't know anyone anymore I wanna get in with the wrong crowd and get more unhinged, I'm gone off to a part of town to find someone to binge I ain't felt something intense, in a minute So whatever you're numb to, I can feel it Now there's a lot of them I love but not a lot of them I trust I wouldn't let you see me call for your help, I wouldn't expect a response Self-defence, I get it And it's all that it is, so I guess that's okay You're just beyond arm's reach I still can't hold anything Home runs away from you before you can run away from it If that's what's meant to be okay, I don't wanna be fine I don't wanna be fine I don't wanna be fine I don't want it all, babe I need it I don't feel like we can really talk, 'cause we're all half dead Late winter, I don't know anyone anymore