so dumb

I hate how I think about you You don't deserve a song in the first place Babe you're an asshole, self-proclaimed c- And you left your impression on me Ever since, it's kind of half a thing Well, I would be your friend but then you kiss me You grab my hand, you let go I show some much back, you go cold When you're beautiful and this fuckin mean to me, it still feels less alone And it's probably meant to mean nothing My heart's dumb, it asks some dumb questions I told you what I thought of you so what do you think of me You said I don't I feel so dumb Man, I'm so dumb You're not helping but I don't even want you to F*ck, I'm so dumb I'm so fuckin' dumb So I want you, I Hate that, I Hate that I hate how I think about me I don't mind when you yell at me for nothing When I ask you out, you post it on the internet But I think you might be cheating with me on a girlfriend? Man, f*ck her, she don't like you as much as you like her And right now around me nobody can treat you like I can You were all over me when you told me about her And I let you stay at my house after I realized I was traumatized And the worst part was, it didn't make me hotter or funnier I remember school days I just wanted to faint Pass out after class and get taken away I guess I realized how much I can tolerate So I can take your fuckin' shots babe, you're my favourite pain I hate you I'll eat you alive I liked you But you were so like the night Gone in the next morning Never around in day time Babe I, wanna see your skin in Sunlight I feel so dumb Man I'm so dumb You're not helping but I don't even want you to F*ck, I'm so dumb I'm so fuckin' dumb So I want you, I Hate that, I Hate that