Better Days

They always slander everything I have to say Inhaling all the toxins call that self medicate You say you love me but never call out for my name I don't know where I'm goin but I'll find a way out of here There's too much in my head to go and tell you baby my dear You had my heart once now that I don't it drives me insane Lately you've been running through my mind don't know where to go Feels like I'm loosing time But I keep the drugs close by my side Roll up to get high To ease my mind The drugs are rotting my brain They make me see funny colors and act in strange ways But how do I cope when I'm going insane Ash away the pain spark one up all for better days I hate the way you control me But love the way that you tell me how I make you feel I'm hooked on you Feelings so unreal I never knew it but now I see it And every time I take a hit I know that feelin but I don't know if I can handle all your fumes this time Cause lately you've been running through my mind don't know where to go Feels like I'm loosing time But I keep the drugs close by my side Roll up to get high To ease my mind The drugs are rotting my brain They make me see funny colors and act in strange ways But how do I cope when I'm going insane Ash away the pain spark one up all for better days