Dory

Swimming around like I own the sea It's not because I'm confident It's just I'm lost in disbelief Deep in my mind sinking like a stone I hold a gravel road submerged of memories Turned into unknown I have all the best intentions Excuse my mood and my blank stare Was not intentional to forget all those things I did My mind deleted what needed to be repaired Lost or lonely do I need somebody Or am I better off on my own Time or money can it cure my funny way of Forgetting parts of the whole But is remembering worth the cost of risking it all My memory's raw like a piece of meat It's unpreserved and to the world it seems to spoil in the heat I have all the best intentions Excuse my mood and my blank stare Was not intentional to forget all those things I did My mind deleted what needed to be repaired Lost or lonely do I need somebody Or am I better off on my own Time or money can it cure my funny way of Forgetting parts of the whole But is remembering worth the cost of risking it all On the surface I'm fine while I'm losing my mind and I'm filled with air a dead-man's float My substance sunk beneath The trenches bubbling deep One day she'll rise as newborn crust For me to stand upon As fertile flora and fauna Can you be patient while she sleeps We all reap our rewards When we open closed doors And soothe the beast that feared its dreams Swimming around like I own the sea It's not because I'm confident It's just I'm lost