Searched For

My whole Life I have searched something for Finding it never worked at all I have made a thousand cell phone calls And know it stands right in front of you My whole life I have searched for But all the time it was in my bones Winding, grinding, crying, lying Sick of doing everything wrong My whole life I have searched something for But all I found wasn't perfect enough My whole life I have searched something for And always thought this couldn't be all My whole Life I have searched something for Finding it never worked at all I have made a thousand cell phone calls And know it stands right in front of you The hope left already long ago The thread was always ending to soon So only one thing can be done F*ck that shit and make me numb I searched all It was always always in wit' me I searched all And it was always always in wit' me My whole Life I have searched something for Finding it never worked at all I have made a thousand cell phone calls And know it is standing in front of you My whole Life I have searched something for Finding it never worked at all I have made a thousand cell phone calls And know it stands right in front of you