Missing

If it were oh just gone If it just wasn't there Would I disappear Would I even care Avoid in the arrangement A blindspot in my mind A space in what's important A black hole of some kind It walks right beside me Invisible to most Not an apparition not the holy ghost Sdumble two another day Not knowing what is wrong Not stolen not lost or broken Been missing for so long Can't quite find it in me Fading pulse can I survive My heart fails me again