Lost Within My Self

The chaos came: desires and passions Destroy my mind The strikes of heart and thoughts Can not get normal The innertion takes me To the lost points far away Once the feelings being so comfortable calm Become unruled and wild and pulsing The usual state of things Ceased to exist There stayed my pain The feeling of delight jealousy and passion I remain the same I do not change I play, manipulate and let the others Do with me the same, and then enoure I change surrounding and then Come back again. I find and lose The relaxation is found only In the unbridled passion In desire to dissolue or disappear