Artificial Tears

An empty face, In the middle of the crowd, I can't even express the desire to die, A lifetime without joy, love, fear, anger or passion. I would like just one day that a tear runs down my cheek. Do you cry when somebody dies ? Do you laughed when someone makes a joke ? Do you love your family ? Do you hate someone who hurts you ? Are you afraid when you're alone ? Are you in spite when someone deceived you ? All those little things you don't even notice, Are things that I would never know. A Lifetime in front of empty thoughts, Thinking of this or that, A pure and devoid vision of the world. Every Heartbeat is a new step to deliverance. Emotions are why we're human So if I'm not human, what am I ? Trapped in a body with no soul. What is Existence if I can't Love. Waiting a slow Death, who will comes without any Tears or Pain. A reversed reality reflected in my eyes.