My Life

I told myself I wouldn't care, But now I'm drowning in the air, yeah I see you smiling far away and I can't take another day, yeah You are not here, why do I feel so bad You are with him, why do I feel so bad It was my choice, why do I feel so bad I want you to have him, why do I feel so bad You are so happy, why do I feel so bad What a bad, what a bad, what a bad life I'm that silly, feel so sick, but that's me, Only me and my life, only my life, my life Only my life and on again My life the same story Running in circles, no way out I'll change no doubt, no doubt I keep on losing in my life, life I'm losing in my life I'm running in my life I'm changing in my life You are not here, why do I feel so bad You are with him, why do I feel so bad It was my choice, why do I feel so bad I want you to have him, why do I feel so bad You are so happy, why do I feel so bad What a bad, what a bad, what a bad life I'm that silly, feel so sick, but that's me, Only me and my life, only my life, my life