Not Too Late Not Too Soon (feat. The Growth Eternal)

Dear God it's been hella hard since we talked last  Was sleep on Hollywood Boulevard I swear you just walked past  You know I don't like Abilify but between you and I  I'm married to self-pity cheating with thoughts of suicide Day dreaming of long rides me and moms lived by CSUN She helped with me math at night we laughing at some reruns Good Times in my memory Sorry this fenty got me making up  How we be speaking every weekend  Two years ago found about her diabetes ain't recent  Oh Lord next time I get an Obama phone help her to be at home Still alive so I can tell her something decent  Passed by a church the other day heard the pastor say I'm in crisis cause my life is Christless In the role of a beggar I'm done being a type cast Them high class Bougie counselors talk down on me and type fast Resurrect me from the streets God I want my life back no more thankless jobs ignoring pleas John 3:16 You paid the price still feel like I'm paying fees Remember I was on my knees in front of the Supper Club  Begging for food I hope I'm not too late I pray I'm not too soon I pray I'm not too late I hope I'm not too soon I pray I'm not too late I hope I'm not too soon Pray I'm not too late Hope I'm not too soon Dear God it's been about five years since I checked in When my life was a nightmare definitely thought You slept in No weapon formed against me will succeed true indeed You silenced every voice that blamed me in the streets  The lady screaming in front of the GNC calling LAPD Saying I did something fishy Showed'em I had enough money to get Omega 3s Heartless bitch had it out for any guy She couldn't see my change only viewed me as Pennywise Blemish to society she eyeing me to spot crime Forcing rap sheets instead of resources with hotlines Then the seasons changed a new day came I started to get mine Got some work as a stocking clerk shout out to Goodwill Hope the Crenshaw Cowboys of the world make it out the hood still Cried the first time dinner was in my living room Then I woke up still in front of the Supper Club begging for food I hope I'm not too late I pray I'm not too soon I pray I'm not too late I hope I'm not too soon I pray I'm not too late I hope I'm not too soon Pray I'm not too late Hope I'm not too soon  I pray I'm not too late I hope I'm not too soon I pray I'm not too late I hope I'm not too soon Pray I'm not too late Hope I'm not too soon