Me, and Merle, and the Flower Girl

I like to believe You'll meet me here Somewhere below the clouds and lights I would like to think You're watching over me Somewhere among the sky and the stars I tried to be Everything you wished from me Well everything is so awful here As long as we breath I would like to feel Any kind of ease After running from my past all this time You remember me? Still see you under the tree Oh how much you loved, oh, the sea I tried to kneel For all the things you wanted me to feel Well everything's so happy in here Its just make-believe I tried, I tried, I tried, I tried, I tried... I tried to be Everything you wished from me Well everything is so awful here As long as we breath I tried to kneel For all the things you wanted me to feel Well everything's so happy in here Its just make-believe I've never been Very beautiful And that's fine because that's Not important to me We were almost free From all the ties that made us bleed If I am to lay rest here Know you're my greatest ever fear I never was so in love, as I am with you, my dear