Intrusive Thoughts

The training has begun and tried to be concentrated again (Is it the same noise?) The catcher and the pitcher in them position and the outfielder in the end I was on the left side and the coach hit a ball (Is it the same song?) I had to catch it or it would hit the wall But I started to be upset because some thoughts have appeared in my mind I tried not to think about it but I had demon by my side The demon did not want to go and I did not want to stay But while I was thinking my real mind was fighting to say: Line Drive Again You missed again Another fly again (You're liar) You missed again Another hit again The same idiot again (You're violent) Line Drive Again You missed again Another fly again (You're liar) You missed again Another hit again The same idiot again (You're violent) The training continued and I accumulated so many wrong shots (Is it back again?) The sky without clouds left the sun screaming so hot (Need good thoughts) I put on my baseball mitt and something about it was weird (It is like this) I started to get nervous when the symmetry disappeared And I started to be upset because some thoughts have appeared in my mind I tried not to think about it but I had demon by my side The demon did not want to go and I did not want to stay But while I was thinking my real mind was fighting to say: Line Drive Again You missed again Another fly again (You're liar) You missed again Another hit again The same idiot again (You're violent) Line Drive Again You missed again Another fly again (You're liar) You missed again Another hit again The same idiot again (You're violent) I want to get rid of these intrusive thoughts They have taken over my mind and don't want to leave anymore (Baseball MedABC, four-time Intermed Champion)