Suicide Letter

If you knew who took my life is you gunning him down? Would you hop inside the water or you letting me drown? See I been caught up in the moment focusing on my well being Cause lately I been questioning my own existence Experimenting with these drugs fucking up my mental I put my faith in these lyrics hoping they instrumental I wasted so much of my time with a person who ain't know my worth Here to claim what's mine 'fore I leave this earth See I been in and out my mind fell into a curse Been having visions of myself leaving in a hearse Fighting with depression got me acting different In a hunt to find that puzzle piece in my life that I been missing All I want is peace, tranquility Nurture you, treat you best to my ability We share so much history you got me reminiscing But you come up with these tales why you truth twisting And every time it's time for me to speak you say I'm tripping And it's got take sum time for you start admitting That at first sight it may appear you doing right But you stressing over blessings and that ain't alright Tears down my mamas eyes got me plotting They pray on my demise hoping in time, I decease or rotting These fallen temptations, I'm going insane Urging me to aim this gun to my head and blow 10 shots to my brain