Recollections

You got your hold on me from times we was young I turned away when you asked bout tying the knot No one can see it but I been hiding some flaws You saw through the monsters occupying my heart Looked deep inside of myself didn't like what I saw Made a nice little home for my demons while you was gone More than metaphors, every reminder and scar Like familiar fragments from a life that I lost Recollections From another time That just hit me in waves (The life I lost) Like out of body From another life In a different place (That was the life I lost) We such a long ways, away from the days That I called you mine, and you did the same Been long long time, since I felt alright Or you called and said hey Missing your voice Missing your taste Innocence fades yea Knew you was the one didn't know You was the one that was getting away Guess its just best that I give it some space Events getting skewed Only remember a few The times your pops brought his baseball bat to the room And I quick escaped out the window, lept from the roof Or when the drugs and the sex took our heads to da moon Just thought I was gon' spend like da rest of forever with you Forever da fool, heat of the moment, yo I was sweating da truth Times I caught you creepin' and the homies mama d, called police Times yu thought I'd cheated, bitch was copping weed, irony Was da cops came anyway, got a G, copping pleas Times you was acting reckless So I had to answer questions Like nah officer, I dont have a weapon Not tryna catch domestics, go 'head talk to her Shit just got mad aggressive Throwing chairs and yelling Neighbors can hear the tension Thru da walls, like we went thru it all Trade this cruel withdrawal Just to go back and mend it Half dependent, and Half correcting The bad depression, that's been manifesting like... Sometimes it feels like we was Just another figment of my adolescence Recollections From another time That just hit me in waves (Jusr hit me in waves) Like out of body From another life In a different place (It was a different place) We such a long ways, away from the days That I called you mine, and you did the same (Recollections) Been long long time, since I felt alright Or you called and said hey Missing your voice Missing your taste (Out of body) Innocence fades yea Knew you was the one didn't know You was the one that was getting away Guess its just best that I give it some space Hit me in waves Hit me in waves Hit me in waves Hit me in waves