I Don't Drink

I finally cracked and broke down; finally cracked a bottle, forced it down Not a sound, not a word. I knew I was doing good But I needed something worse than delics and backwoods I been suffocating in the construct I was given chances but then I went and fucked them up I was stuck up in a trance tied up in bullshit and finances Kind of scared to take off and end up with rough landings I been demanding my inner peace. I was tryna make it happen instead of letting it find me The need to be freed had me trapped in 3D I been plotting, I been scheming, got some tricks up my sleeve I had my rough patch, started drinking for weeks I had to tone it down, had to force myself to eat I had to make a bed where I didn't wanna sleep Go to work where I'm awake and counting sheep, please Break it up, pack it down Watch me f*ck it up as we pass this shit around A quarter ain't enough, we gon' need at least an ounce I ain't drinking anymore, I'll stick with loud now Break it up, pack it down Watch me f*ck it up as we pass this shit around A quarter ain't enough, we gon' need at least an ounce I ain't drinking anymore, I'll stick with loud now I been begging for blessings and losing my essence And every time I check the time it says 11:11 It's feeling planned like elections, I'm getting lost in perception I'm switching sides with my reflection, let her deal with the pressure I'm feeling held back like I'm stuck in detention A little setback, but I found my direction And now I bounced back with my bars as confessions And some connections should be coming with a viewer discretion You better not be coming around me with negativity Witcha vampire ass, stealing energy Wearing masks like you're friends with me Lowering my frequency, I need some positivity Cause I had my rough patch, started drinking for weeks I had to tone it down, had to force myself to eat I had to make a bed where I didn't wanna sleep Go to work where I'm awake and counting sheep, bitch please Break it up, pack it down Watch me f*ck it up as we pass this shit around A quarter ain't enough, we gon' need at least an ounce I ain't drinking anymore, I'll stick with loud now Break it up, pack it down Watch me f*ck it up as we pass this shit around A quarter ain't enough, we gon' need at least an ounce I ain't drinking anymore, I'll stick with loud right now Break it up, pack it down Watch me f*ck it up as we pass this shit around A quarter ain't enough, we gon' need at least an ounce I ain't drinking anymore, I'll stick with loud now Break it up, pack it down Watch me f*ck it up as we pass this shit around A quarter ain't enough, we gon' need at least an ounce I ain't drinking anymore, I'll stick with loud right now