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Hoping that I make it making millies I'm prolly certain I got my pops thinking and I know my momma hurting I hope when I get to the function we not closing curtains I hope my rapping is one thing I'll be ever working Who do I trust Who do I turn back to We talking bands, fornication of course we talking rap too Seeing my homies from the future like nigga is that you I can't remember, the record label is watching me too They offer me shoes Money and foreigns Shit that I can't afford One small price to pay like shit I cannot ignore Trust me we not on the same page I want more and some more Beverly Hills sounding way better than living in poor I got nothing to give No purpose to live 2 sided life I got minimum effort and Mediocre type shit Worried bout me and future bitch get outta my crib Get outta my biz Don't offer me uh Don't want yo pity right after yo shit Tryna trap me or sum She wanted my kids and It couldn't work It what it is Left me corner looking stupid and ruined the gig Now I got whole plate filled up and nothing to give What goes around comes around I believe in karma I told you my lyrical state a monster like Jeffery Dahmer I've come so close to my goals but its becoming further Never noticed until now I walk and act like my father That don't surprise me I know I came from a prophet I feel like I got the world buried right in my pocket Father always told better try it before u knock it I put priorities all in my safe like I made a deposit Rest In Peace J Skills, he overdosing on drugs Now his old plug out here searching for newer scrubs If I ever seen em knock em back wit multiple slugs Right in the mud Don't give a uh I be on my grind hopefully it's all fucking worth it I'm getting pissed off, I'm trying hard got me always working Flowing and surfing Killing my verses Put in curse and Phenomenal person I'm murdering Common to me if it's on purpose Look I wish everything was simple I wish I saw a sign or something I need a symbol You ain't gon never catch me on beat half ass or middle I prolly merc a mufucka nigga so official I had a promise I would always niggas know I ain't gon never let nobody in my way no more I know family ain't gon like me if I take this route If I get signed I'm finna go off and put on a show