Started Smoking Again to Stop Dreaming of You

Chasing a high I'll never achieve (never achieve) You're not who I need you to be You're not the you I see in my dreams (see in my dreams, see in my dreams) You're the one who got away, I never got to say what was on my brain (on my brain) Shit hasn't changed, I'm still chasing you like back in the day It's been nine months since I've rolled a J (rolled a J) But that's about to change 'cause I can't take the pain of only seeing you in my mental space (mental space) I think it's time that I go I've lost track of how many times I've said that before (before) You make me feel high and so damn low (damn low) I don't think my heart can take another blow (blow, blow) Spark the joint to make my mind slow (nlow, slow) 'Cause I can't take another blow I can't take this shit no more, no no (no no) Te quiero, te quiero Mi sueño, mi sueño Te quiero, te quiero Mi sueño, mi sueño I'm not missing my ex, I'm just missing having someone in my bed (someone in my bed) I know you read my text, I'm still poring over every word you said (every word you said) Can't get you out my head, countless hours spent on you, that's why I'm still depressed (why I'm still depressed) And why i'm always stressed, you're my dopamine, yeah baby I'm a mess (baby I'm a mess) For these other Bitches I never felt a thing I can't fucking stand the pain she brings Three a.m. by myself, such a lonely scene (lonely scene) Three a.m. and I'm sipping whiskey clean (whiskey clean) I still see you in my dreams (in my dreams) Damn, I guess that means I'm not smoking enough weed Another drink's what I need, smoke until I can't see (can't see, can't see, can't see, can't see)