Where Do I Go From Here?

You've been fucking with my head And I don't really get ,what's going on Is this really worth it? I can never forget all the things you said All these actions I regret Now I'm feeling worthless Now I'm always hurting Always searching for something better but I haven't earned it Yeah you gave me purpose All this pain won't go away and now i just feel like dying, don't know where to go Tried so hard to stay afloat Now it's f*ck it if I don't Falling off the boat Treading water 'til I choke 'Til I croak, 'til I fold Til I find my soul Til my blood drips on the floor Why my mind so cynical? Another day, same thing so typical New day, old pain my mental getting critical Sharp blade to my throat Drag the blade now I'm ghost (ghost) You've been fucking with my head And I don't really get ,what's going on Is this really worth it? I can never forget all the things you said All these actions I regret Now I'm feeling worthless Now I'm always hurting Always searching for something better but I haven't earned it Yeah you gave me purpose All this pain won't go away and now i just feel like dying, don't know where to go All this pain won't go away and now i just feel like crying, don't know where to go You've been fucking with my head And I don't really get ,what's going on Is this really worth it? I can never forget all the things you said All these actions I regret Now I'm feeling worthless Now I'm always hurting Always searching for something better but I haven't earned it Yeah you gave me purpose All this pain won't go away and now i just feel like dying, don't know where to go All this pain won't go away and now i just feel like crying, don't know where to go