Same Me

I just be tryin' to practice havin' discipline 'Cause I know it's easy for me to go off the ledge or I'll crash out You know it Won't fold under pressure 'cause I'm still the same me Glock sittin' on the dresser 'cause I'm still the same me Learned from all my lessons 'cause I'm still the same me God keeps sendin' blessings 'cause I'm still the same me Come walk in my shoes, stayin' solid win or lose Pain, I helped the streets get through it, feel like I be rappin' blues Lately, I been stackin' blues, as a kid I got misused Real niggas played by the rules, without help, ain't get no clues Every time we did what we do, it made the news Know I still go by myself, hop out broad day, spray that tool Then I think 'bout principle, I don't want my kids confused Visitin' me in no institution, everybody need me, I'm the glue Every year I'm goin' Ku All my whips, my cribs new Whatever I want, I get approved Outgrow shit, then gotta move I take drugs medicinal, help me get right in my groove 'Cause I think like a killer too, 7.62s hit him, went through Reminisce, get in my mood, lil bro, why you leave me, dude? Nightmares, I can't get no sleep I get sick, can't eat no food In the streets, goin' through hula hoops I don't even think twice, shooters shoot I be in fear for my life, what else you expect me to do? I can't snooze The industry won't change me If it all go bad, they gon' blame me Grind hard, rain or sleet On top of the food chain, yeah, that struggle made me Diamond chains on my chest but my heart not at peace That day we laid Max to rest, it drove me crazy That day we laid Roc to rest, it drove me crazy That day we laid Kobe to rest, it drove me crazy That day we laid broski to rest, it drove me crazy Don't complain about my stress, I'm still the same me I send everybody checks, I'm still the same me Clean up everybody mess, I'm still the same me Dark thoughts I can't confess, I'm still the same me Won't fold under pressure 'cause I'm still the same me Glock sittin' on the dresser 'cause I'm still the same me Learned from all my lessons 'cause I'm still the same me God keeps sendin' blessings 'cause I'm still the same me Lot of days I feel depressed After prayin', I get fresh I don't really speak my mind, but my mama know me best I still tell her I'll be fine I don't rush, I take my time Put all this shit on the line Stayin' up, I don't decline If I told you I don't cry, then I'd be lyin' When my homies died, they ain't have to call us, we was already slidin' We was young and wild, it used to be all of us, now the gang divided Should I make it right or let it fall apart? I ain't decided Let that .40 spark, yeah, we'll pull all they cards, don't come outside I'm the one show forgiveness when it was hard, I swallowed all my pride I be tryna forget when I was goin' to war 'cause I made it out alive I do anythin' to hide my scars, I'm always tryna vibe Protect my energy, I stay on guard, can't let them block my path And I'm still a thug, I seen blood, I laid in a bath Niggas say I'm fake, I left the hood, and that shit make me laugh F*ck 'em 'cause they snakes, they kept my kids, I'm locked in with my tribe I ain't even see you call my phone was on the floor I said you didn't have to call me back Oh, I didn't even see that my other phone wasn't charged, what happened? I was just calling you to show you how he acts when I put his drops in Oh shit, he was goin' crazy He mad at you? He mad, what's up? Let me see yo' eye The other eye's infected now It is? So you put 'em in both Yeah He mad as hell He was sleep, I thought I could do it while he was sleep Man, you fried He was sleepin' like this Let me see it again Man, his little ass crazy What's wrong with you dude? Come here, come here He mad as f*ck Aight, I'ma call you in a minute Hey boo Alright, bye Aight, I'm at the studio