Sunflower Seeds

Sun beaming off beady beads, eating sunflower seeds Thinking bout nigga needs, I boogie to the beat My mind here is stuck on repeat Play me again, like I lost in a 3v3, but I'm one of one I'm done working when the sun is done Sun is down, world around me keep imploding F*ck your run around, keep on dancing around the truth Keep on prancing, my reindeer is worse than the noose that hung hip hop It's hanging like fruit, I bang with my troops I'm aiming at you, ignite the spark in the youth I'm out here balling like Scoot My mind racing, give out crack like Ronald Reagan Visiting earth, came in a spaceship, two floors up from basement Jesus shine the brightest in this one bedroom This is real as it gets, from the womb to the tomb I've been the same Can't stop until the world know my name It ain't for fame, it's for the message They hate niggas with knowledge, so I keep a smith and wesson Like who you testing I send a poll like who the best is, no need for guessing Risk taker, gotta shoot my shot like I was Stephen I get a ring, I split up all the gold with all my brethren Wish I finished college, still an intellectual But, would a degree, help me with this flow It's exceptional, medical, audio dope, on schedule, on a pedestal I'm so high up, I can high five a cloud with a stepping stool It's for the love, not the green, ma said eat my vegetables But, I grew so much, now my potential so unmeasurable No pecking order, but my resume's impeccable Can't track the next move, my mannerism so unguessable Jesus shine the brightest, steered me from them suicides Too many times, I felt way too alive, then felt euthanized Running round a house with dysfunction, I dare you to try Busy with this ball, shooting hoops, running from suit and ties Going through the blues like I'm riding with Crips I put all money in, like I'm vibing to NIP Sometimes I cried in the whip, missing when mama was here Should've did better, but this movie ain't write me a script But I wrote this out, this here factual, I can't act for you If attitude prepares my altitude, I'm international I heard Mekhale died then Aaron too, shit am I next I ain't even get to say goodbye, feeling the family's hexed Love me, I just wanna be loved Love me, just like you wanna be loved Love me, love me, everybody in the world Tried to reach for who I could, but my arms was giving T-Rex Sometimes life don't give my way, then I crash, I'm a wreck Right now I'm down, still im top five, MC's come correct I'm still demanding respect, and if not, I'm at your neck Like your barber, whenever life gets harder, I go steel See the fans at the finish line, telling me go still More feel than a nigga reading Braille Tell me how the f*ck I'm living, making heaven out of hell Niggas think shit funny, call them Keenan and Kel Love me like I love you I'm about to roll a J, playing 2K, yeah you can come through Bouncing off this knowledge like it's tennis Instead of trying to uphold a image, I'm into breaking records Not breaking your feelings I'm going after Guinness Know the realest, gon' feel this Mix and master like a chemist My favorite part is when you tell me who you think I should be And how all my shortcomings made me short of who I could be I hate feeling responsible for shit at hand But these the type of problems you encounter when you've been the man Time slipping like it's sands, and problems come and go We spin around them like a ceiling fan Running around the house, full of noise, trying to find peace Fill up with this liquor for voids, ma been deceased Inhale a smoke cloud from the joint, then I release Get up and chase a dollar, no sleep, eat, repeat Niggas really selling they soul and ain't get receipts Running till my feet go numb, Pumas on feet The loudest in the room, lacking something, I move discreet Sixteen, ripping the streets, dodging police Now I write sixteens in the hope of a leap Forward into the future, I thought I could be a hooper A stretch like volume three, NBA Street PlayStation 2 when my life was on beat Drive me to the store, I need some sunflower seeds Grew up met depression, now my favorite flower's weeds I ain't slept in some weeks Just want you to love me Just want you to love me