Contemplation

Listen I've been abusing Contemplating reusing Every second persuing to use again but reduce it Now it's time I diffuse it I'm throwing up this confusion Still enlisted to use it with every second I'm cooling down Still happens to come around Thinking about the situation I'm in now If you were in it, be consistent raising brows Won't calm down See my head is full of everything Deceptive energy I just wanna truly be one's dream to come true And to prove I'm acute with all the strength that I keep on pulling through Is dispute I keep turning out accused All I try to do is fight, bitten though Continue to salute But still knocking off my shoes Got nowhere I can snooze I'm still in my head I'm doomed Evil spirits inherit Got nothing to compare it so I'll continue to wear it To this day I'm embarrassed and every minute I perish Need to find more I can cherish You'll be my love, my parrot Why you become so apparent? Just come on over, share it Sometimes when I'm on that shit, I get way more than errant Don't need no parent this shit individual Critical Tryna quit this shit has been my ritual Got to the point where I'm thinking this time is pitiful Still to this day I'm needing my damn victuals Listen I've been abusing Contemplating reusing Every second persuing to use again but reduce it Now it's time I diffuse it I'm throwing up this confusion Still enlisted to use it with every second I'm cooling down Still happens to come around Thinking about the situation I'm in now If you were in it, be consistent raising brows Won't calm down See my head is full of everything