Don't Fuck Up

I want truth, it's hard to explain What the f*ck you tryna hide while the thoughts all up inside, I ain't taking jokes Motherfucker talking dope Yea I'm off that shit and it's fucked with me so damn bad, I can't relapse I'm thinking too hard but can't look back That shit ducked me, been done loving Nobody trusting, f*ck me Where am I now? Just losing all my power I ain't imagine nothin' sour More sour than every single doubter In my life that just fight The fact that I'm better than you You looking at me like I'm fuckin' see-through But what you ain't see through is what the f*ck I've been through Endless motion, nausea controlling Fogged up in my head and it's annoying How am I writing this lovely shit? Once you just note it, like feeling like a poet Like I can write and cope with the emotions that then load with All the mental addressing Whatever is up in my head is addressed, see Some people text me that aren't even close as friends see But what, they let me into their lives and pretend being somebody else Like the real them is somewhere else Just be yourself Why you gotta act as a fuckin' shell? One day you gon' rot in hell For the ones that rebel against me