Let It Go

I've been trying to get up in a full piece with every part But it feels I'm numbed and scared and at this point my fuckin' heart Feels explosive and I notice how bitches ain't pulling through With emotion I hold in I can't express Cause I'm fraud playing chess Take a hint don't fuckin guess I know you don't seem impressed But truly with me, you're blessed But it isn't me you pick It's whatever choose your mess I don't need to feel this way anymore I feel done, I feel burned I feel none Feel the only one Going through this struggle I don't know what fucking puddle to jump into and then cuddle You ain't knowing how I smuggle You ain't looking through perspective, maybe I'm legit Maybe I'm just full of shit But listen man I don't quit Maybe it's that time to quit The mic in my hand can't spit Through it and I fuckin knew it Maybe just take a damn hint Once again I'm losing ends I'm just sick of feeling when The f*ck is love gon' find me then? Head full of imprisonments I'm living Been uplifting, my mood swings is chillin' In the kitchen, more bread to feed Relieve the feeling cause I ain't existent no more Just throw me to the floor What is it that can be done? I just need the fuckin' sun to shine on me Give me spotlight, give me something Cause I'm nauseous being cautious for these other people Maybe self-care isn't lethal but I just want it peaceful Can it be? I've given up on the weed and nicotine is holding me Back maybe not This why karma's full of shit This why I don't trust nobody, fuckin' descend Every day is filling in the check on my list killing me Nothin to aim for, patiently Waiting for the make-believe Waiting for the fuckin dream To come true but f*ck it means Nothin really I know it's just fuckin' peeling rip by rip I'm just full of shit, but f*ck then I'll quit I can't admit I'm sick of it But other rappers dream to spit Like me, and hopefully They'll see the truth of me when I die Say goodbye early I'm sick of this depression, fill the words you're damn receptive Head full of imprisonments I'm living Been uplifting, my mood swings is chillin' In the kitchen, more bread to feed Relieve the feeling cause I ain't existent no more Just throw me to the floor Head full of imprisonments I'm living Been uplifting, my mood swings is chillin' In the kitchen, more bread to feed Relieve the feeling cause I ain't existent no more Just throw me to the floor