Need an Explanation

I keep going I don't know how but I keep grounds and my smile keeps showing I keep growing Holding my act in front a people don't tap out of place You be making a mistake when the look on that face changes Out of expression based on words heard from another damn perspective And you've neglected how people feel Motherfucking deal with the lives they reel into their dreams What damn mister means You ain't guaranteed nothin bitch you rushing What the f*ck is nothin When you've based on touching nothin absolutely nothin Fuckin' rushing absolute disgusting Peaceful dreams has come to endings and we can't even explain How the f*ck we fall to vain when a hypocrital pain Shames my ass to flames tell it die today And you gonna say damn hope one day to pray Gray clouds f*ck with me but I'm a little OP And you never gon' say It's a little brave day and you never gonna say you surviving any day I've been tryna fix what I then miss what keeps on going Man that shit broken I think I'm composing every moment Every option told me I've been pacing hoping Nobody knows me and they've told me I've been broke since day one shit can't be done With no more shit to one One to none